About Web Blog Page Renewal and Revamping
Is there a person who lives in uncertainty as much as I do? I am a person who has not been able to determine my name/nickname for many years, did not like the ones I did, and constantly changed the ones I liked. I opened a web blog page for myself, years and years ago. I kept changing the domain name and server location. I could neither keep my domain address nor the hosting company constant.
Last month, I said “this is the end” and chose a location. I decided on the username “erenacarreal” as a name. Although, I decided on 01.01.2023 when I “re-acquired” this domain address and started publishing blog posts regularly/irregularly. As of today, I will only publish blog posts regularly…
Order
Order? What’s that? My life is full of uncontrolled laughter and lost socks! While I am always “seeking” order, I am almost always in a disorganized state and mood. But my search is endless and after a while the order in chaos blends with the chaos in order. Maybe there is no cure, but I always have the strength. My search will continue as long as the existence of the seeker continues.
Quest
The ultimate pursuit of the goal is the “maybe”. Maybe the true quest of a quest will be found at the end of the quest. For now, the quest is only “maybe”.
Again An Experiment With This Web Blog
With the renewal of erenacarreal.com, I took down the old posts and decided to publish a blog post every month as of this month. Although it takes a niche subject to be a successful blogger, I am free in my choice of content as I do not have a goal to be a “successful blogger”. I do not intend to be limited to the web blog page, but to try to produce content on other platforms and other people’s communication channels with my own accounts.
I say to myself, “Is this something that will happen in the midst of all that work?” but that’s not the case. Because writing with the awareness that what you write/publish will be permanent changes your writing style and even your lifestyle. I keep up with the change, I even change the way I keep up with it, or; I take part in this equation not as an agent, but only as an agent that undergoes change.
A New Old? An Old New?
I think this time is a new continuation of the old for me. At least that’s how I see it. I have also decided to publish blog posts in English and post them on X as soon as I share them.